Logged in and out of this account several times now but my mind simply refuses to come up with something good enough. And I don’t know why I have this adamant feeling that I need to blog about something worthwhile. Must be due to that prayer written by a good friend and mentor, Fr. Stephen Cuyos, entitled “A Blogger’s Prayer” which stated: “May our blogs lead us closer to You.” Argh! My blog title alone ain’t even something that will lead me closer to Him! Talk about peer pressure. *sighs*
Anyway, I am missing out on a friend’s shower party today because of some domestic duties. I love shower parties! It kind of gives a girl a license to be naughty – as if stubborn me needs a license anyway! Self-supporting women (married, single, separated, complicated, liberated, etc.) can do anything they please – in my book of rules, that is.
So instead of attending that shower party with the possibility of witnessing some kind of hanky panky with a hunky funky stripper, I am wasting the afternoon away in front of my laptop writing this garbage and listening to suicidal music. *rolls eyes*
I still haven’t figured out a concept for my blogs. I can’t just give in to my immature and narcissistic whims (contrary to my site’s title). As a married woman of 32 and a mother of two at that, I have to grow up! (Yeah, yeah. Heard this line before.) And this is one of my many shots at maturity. Hmmm… Maybe I will talk about Hillary vs. Obama or Radaza vs. Patalinghug? That would not be me… Maybe about electrical stimulation vs. therapeutic ultrasound in wound care? That would not be me too… Maybe which brand of eyeliner to use if you want smoky, sultry, smudge-proof peepers? Aaahhh! That is more like it! Ooopps… Of course, I shan’t talk about that! (Although I MUST say that I highly recommend Lancôme’s Le Stylo Waterproof long lasting eyeliner. Hehehe.)
My stomach’s growling now. I need to fix me some toast and coffee (aaahhh… what I would give for a pandesal and sikwate!). I guess I should stop this crap by now and wish me luck for the umpteenth time on my next post. Ciao!
Even if you have only two posts here, I can already see your superb writing skill – not garbage at all. Do not worry that you still haven’t figured out a concept for your blog. I think the most important thing is you are able to write what you are passionate about. Just try to be rainbow-happy all the time. Count me as one of your regular readers. Have a happy faith.
Oh no! Can’t write about my great passion in life or else my blog will be reported as mature. Hehehe. Thanks for the encouragement, Fr. Stephen. (Boy, I sure feel weird calling you Fr. Stephen. Just so you’ll know how it feels like, you may start calling me Auntie now too. Hehehe.) Here’s to a rainbow-happy faith!