Life is very difficult for me lately. I am now listening to a lot of angry songs. I am just angry with LIFE!!! Nope don’t get me wrong. I may be angry but I still am thankful. Isn’t that crazy? See… I’m going through a phase and I understand that this situation is difficult to understand. It is just that… there a lot of things happening that is frustratingly beyond my control and it makes me angry! I get angry when I lose control of my life… when my destiny is in the hands of other people! I feel like crying but I won’t. I simply refuse to cry!!! I simply refuse to give up! Because it may seem like my fate is in hands of others but truth is… God is in control. As always.
Okay, where’s the wine? Let’s chill!
I am angry with life too sometimes…but I pour it all out in prayers and supplication. Take it easy Auntie Chang.
yeah..i understand how you feel…it’s really frustrating when you feel helpless and doesn’t know what to do..but always remember we are always here to help you in every possible way… God bless shang…
Thanks, Ai. I have mellowed a bit now. I listened to your advice and took the time off… Time indeed heals wounds.
Marj, I am really thankful that fate led me to your doorstep. You have been an amazingly supportive and understanding friend. I am so blessed to have you.
I too am tired of my life. Visiting your website has been my favorite lately. And reading your blogs is sometimes the food of my being. It inspires me a lot—I think it’s an inborn talent from you to have such brilliant ideas and that could make others rethink their ideas about life too. It made me realized about something—about the whole of my being. Thanks for sharing this site of yours. And don’t forget when you’re angry, when you feel that the world is upon you, when you’re hurt, when the pain is unbearable—that sometimes you want to give up—think God—He is the source of your power.( I learnt it from you!) Think and do things that will make you happy. I know you can be a tough girl too—-just always remember that life after all, is a journey!
Thanks, May. What a nice thing to say about my site… I made this site because a friend of mine wanted me to explore a world outside Friendster. I am not really aiming to write something exceptional. I just wanted to have this lil corner in cyberspace to pour my thoughts into. I am not gonna claim to have brilliant thoughts too… Hence, I called this weblog “simply narcissistic” to sort of warn my visitors that this is NOT a site of substance – maybe a lil depth here and there… But you see, my job takes up a lot of my sanity and energy that is why I want to “un-think” and just indulge myself with the freedom of writing anything I want to share. It tickled me pink to know that with all my rubbish thoughts, somebody actually took the time to scan it for imperfections. LOL! Don’t worry about me, girl. I am being taken cared of. I know you are too. You take care, ayt?
Hi zette! this article or whatever you call it, really took me by surprise.. it seems like you expressed perfectly how i felt lately! except for the angry songs, but there was a lot of chilling!!!
Hi, Jen! Glad to see you here. You can call it an article, essay, thoughts, blog, write-up, composition – doesn’t matter. I understand you. I really wish we can find the time to sit down and talk/chat. I miss you and I’m thinking how nice it would be to be able to catch up on each other’s world. I’m not angry now but my emotions are still all over the place. I so miss home. Blame it on the drama queen in me. LOL! Take care, Genibon.